I am blessed with a wild patch of vibrant and magical aloe vera which I tend in my sacred tree grove in my backyard. The aloe deva has invited me to cut a leaf each day (for which I am abundantly grateful) and blend it in my morning drink. My very favorite elixir (that I made this morning) is pink grapefruit, dandelion greens, MSM, fresh aloe gel, spirulina, vitamineral green, stevia and peppermint drops. It is heaven. The aloe is specifically to heal the intestines; I suspect leaky gut so this is one of my healing intentions.

Changes are coming at the speed of light. I find it almost comically futile to blog as my thoughts and moods are as changeable as the clouds on a breezy day. I am very grateful for Tolle’s book A New Earth and The Work of Byron Katie to assist as old toxic emotions and “issues in the tissues” come up for transmutation and release. What a gift this juice feast is in allowing us to clear and re-invent ourselves in a clearer, more pristine mirrored image of our inner god/goddess consciousness.
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Today’s oracle on the Mayan calendar is Blue Overtone Monkey. The positive aspects of the day are: Artistry, Play, Innocence, Originality, Spontaneity, Inner child, Delight, Disruption, Magical, Transparent, and Laughter. And the way to come out of the shadow today is to re-access our sensitivity by healing our inner child.
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As issues from the past arise on this extended liquid journey, there are many opportunities to heal this inner wonder child. I am among those of us who found this to be a hostile planet in my early years, with few champions to protect my holy innocence from the harshness of this world. So the challenge is to recreate the past, and free oneself from these old memories stuck in the cellular and subconscious bodies. As I follow the work of Byron Katie and realize that I have been imprisoned by thoughts about this or that past treatment, and approach the natural state of “no thought”, I experience a glorious freedom from all that self-imposed restriction of joy. This means that I am opening to creating a beautiful and peaceful life in each moment, and this is as accessible as my willingness to let go of the past.
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I realize that I have been imprisoned by seemingly justified resentments, and although I have long been aware of this self-sabotage, I was other than able to do the work of cheerfully releasing those old records back to universal substance. Because the seemingly glaring evidence that these past injustices were indeed “real”, I carried these records in my body, and paid the price, for it kept me from soaring and feeling light, feeling as if I could break into dance at any moment. This must be what aging is … for a child knows no such obstruction to it’s delight in dancing in the sunlight of each moment. As I move into higher consciousness, I realize that no resentment is worth the price of my on-going sense of joy in each moment, so this is by own wake-up call to willingly surrender all of that into this eternal Now moment, and once again return to the holy innocent state of this pristine light being which is my core identity.
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I am abundantly grateful to report I have released 9.5 pounds since the JF began, and am feeling very good and energized, although my body wants to sleep sometimes ten hours each night. I have discovered that weight continues to drop at a rate of a half-pound each day as I walk 1.5 to 3 miles each day (at the local nature preserve), and also take a daily enema. I will most likely continue enemas as I long as I have weight to release, so this seems to be what my body is requesting. Plus I have linked that as soon as my mood becomes toxic, and I am other than 100% peaceful, it is a call for an internal flushing, and soon I am rebalanced.
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I am abundantly grateful for the opportunity to be much more attuned to the subtleties of the mind-body connection. To entertain myself, I created an excel spreadsheet with the starting day of March 1, my current age, and then subtracted 120 days for each day I journey on the feast, adding a comment column to estimate what major events were going on in my life during that time. This has proved very helpful; if I have a particularly emotional detoxing day, I can check my “backwards calendar” and see what was most likely happening a few years back, and then specifically target those old memories and emotions, and focus on clearing them.